love

Love.
im in it.
:)

eggnog

baby its cold outside.
its not just about eggnog and cookies.
happy christmas.

violin

Let us not live by words or tongue, but with actions and truth.
This then is how we know we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence whenever our hearts condemn us.
For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.
1 jn 3:18-20

of

story of my life.
God.
Coffee.
Creme.
Cappuccino.
Latte.
soy milk
non fat
breve.
then-
school
and
Jonathan Brady.

brother

This is my brother David.
He needs your prayers.
i love him.

what

im at a point in my life where i can say im perfectly content.
i have my school work which is pretty simple.
i have my job which is almost easy.
i have my boy friend that puts up with every little thing i say. i love him so much. i love people. but these days. i cant stand to be in a crowd of people bigger than 4...
i cant stand the fact the i have to be able to just sit there in that group breathe in, breathe out, and be expected to laugh. which all i feel is slight claustrophobia--emotionally.
so i separate myself. from everyone. all the time. im always at a coffee house. getting drunk off caffeine. and eating muffins.
im twitching right now thinking of how wonderful it would be to leave this room and read at a coffee house... i want to... but i think im getting addicted to coffee, and being alone.
the bible is NOT a text book. but if they want me to read it. i wouldnt tell the kids to read 1st and 2nd kings. thats just alot in a couple days...and hard for the ADD coffee addicted loner.
prayers welcomed.
and muffins.

more

i want to do alot of good things this year--
in the name of the Lord.
the school year is starting soon.
and now its Gods time to shine-- through me.
i aspire to do more than i have.
to find a church, and love it. and work there. to work with middle schoolers in south dallas, and watch them grow in the Lord.
i am excited about this year. because i know its going to be a good one. despite all the changes that we have gone through at DCC. the Lord is doing something good here. and i want to be here this year to see it happen. so i sit here and wait in excitement of what plans the Lord will unveil in all of our lives here. [i just hope i dont get warn down. and do too much] im going to take 15 hours, work. do south dallas stuff a couple days. SLT. and find a church where i can serve. theres not enough hours in the day. so much to do. so little time. But God will handle it. he always does.