Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Slavery


God has opened a spot in my heart for a ministry I never thought that I would or could be apart of. For countries I never thought I would go to. Its not even a for sure thing that I will be involved with this ministry to stop this any time soon. Only time will tell. But my heart aches for the women and children who are forced into human trafficking. I am amazed how all of this has been going on. "We put man on the moon, we have dolphin friendly tuna, why cant we do the same for kids?"
I have not been put on this earth to be a receptionist of some big shot company. I have been placed here to bless the Lord, through helping the helpless, bringing hope to the hopeless, and bringing the gospel to the world. If only the world knew how much Christ loves them...

Monday, September 13, 2010

13hours


If only life were so simple.
Feeling completely overwhelmed.
13 hours of free time a day.
Wasted.
Being depressed takes to much energy.
Its too narcissistic.
Not really planing on pursuing it.
I have too many dreams and ideas.
And yet, I have none at all.
I can't tell you what I'm talented at.
I can't tell you what country I have a passion for.
I can't tell you how I feel time is ticking.
I fear for the day that I meet God, and he has asked me what I have done.
And what my reply truly will be.
Moving day is coming.
Pressure.
Life.
Pressure.
Its like all the walls are closing in.
I don't want to waste time anymore.
13 hours ready to be accounted for, serving the Lord.